Weekends...

Hmm these weekends were rather diff from the past few weekends...very long nvr got the time to do some sort of things...sat morning went for CNY deco..then went KAP makan with friends..then went home do maths for 2 and a half hours..then did chinese online article...then at night watched soccer and tv..which i dam long nvr watch le! Then sunday morning went makan with geraldine! Haha she looks quite diff from last time lol, then went church..then went home..then mug a bit for chinese test then went cycling with bro to relieve stress...haha then cycled to find parents for dinner! Then wth la my tyre punctured...but phew when it punctured, i already at house there de carpark le! So have to drag it back:/ so sadcase...

Haiz donno but still cant HIGH leh...haiz...Donno if shud do english ppt...see first:/ Somemore back dam pain...donno shud go training 2moro a not...

Quote of the day:"Maybe its God's plan for me..." taken from me...

Downs of life...

Hmm life has its ups and downs..i guess i rly am at the down part now...everything isnt going right...feel so helpless:x...lets see...maths test today GG...lost 8 marks le..donno lose how many more...then somemore got lots of hw...but not gonna do today cuz friday night..need to relieve myself..cca...ok la coach call me go for all comers 2moro, but i dont wan...yeah...today training dam nice cuz halfway suddenly the whole sky overcast! Dam nice scenery, somemore the wind dam strong! In the end went weights room...yeah exercising does take things off me:D Can vent out my anger too! Then as for council...haiz shudnt have choose to be in CNY OT cuz who noes i would meet such problems now...trying to juggle between studies, council and problems...haiz...anywya 2moro morning gonna go school decorate again...haiz...wonder when then can decorate finish...then probably go home do hw 2moro..sunday got church...then donno go where la...haiz:/ chinese test on Monday somemore wth...sian-.-

Anyway thank God for friends:D without them, i wont be surviving till now! Thanks:D

Thanks Jie:D

Quote of the day:"也许另一种爱叫做，放手..." taken from me...

Council Investiture Rehearsal!

Haha ok FINALLY one day im back at home b4 the sun sets! haha yay zhong xuan!:D Haha yeah it rocks when u have friends who understand and willing to listen to u la! Thanks everyone:D U all rock! haha yeah lessons again..dam sian la, keeping falling asleep:x haiz then today chem lesson end 15 mins earlier omg mr loh u rock la! Haha then went makan then go council investiture rehearsal lor..haha not bad la! Omg cant w8 for 2moro la! Haha lessons end at 12 for us then go for council invesiture! Somemore jie coming;D woohoo!! haha somemore 2moro got sec 3 assembly! which means shud be quite slack! haha!

To be honest, i actually feel like going boarding school or Beijing Satellite Campus now la...I guess I would be much better there...

Quote of the day:"Maybe my love will come back some day...Only Heaven Knows~" taken from Heaven Knows:D

Busy School life...

Haiz school dam busy sia..haven settle down yet then need chiong all the stuff...haiz lessons so stress, dont understand..feel like sleeping..then got hw:( yeah then after lessons got CNY OT meeting..then lessons...then went training..then CNY deco..then dinner then finally just came back! Omg so tiring la...yeah and seriously la, training keeps me from thinking that much...

Anyway 2moro after school still got council investiture rehearsal..sian donno gonna end at wad time:( so many hw! Haiz..:(

Thanks for everyone's care and concern...

Gotta go rush work now...dam sleepy:( Not going to care wadever ppl think i am, cuz i noe wad i did and i nvr regretted...

I hope we still can be friends...and its hard to let u disappear from my life cuz i took it too seriously...

Quote of the day:"If everyone's comment matters, do I rly have my own?" taken from somewhere..

As a new chapter begins...

Well, everything is over...yeah...numb...nth i can do bout it...hmm just need to clarify certain things then done le...yeah donno y but feel rather carefree...maybe this is what God wants me to do...yeah bet some ppl r dam happy now...some ppl r just as shocked as me...anyway thanks Jie, Shi Min, Kenneth and others who have comforted me...yeah im staying strong, not gonna let it affect me...

I can no longer trust relationships anymore...

Anyway gonna go rest a while then got worship training...yeah...

Quote of the day:"人和花一定会遇到许多不幸，但是生命的长河是无止境的..." taken from chinese textbk...

Weekends..:/

Sian la wad weekends is this..so many hw to chiong...got maths, bio, chem, physics, english, chinese article...wth la gonna finish chem and maths today! Bio try my best to understand lor..wth y must i be chionging hw on Friday night?! Wth cuz 2moro morning 8-12 still have to go school do CNY decorations..then go home rest a while, then do church for worship training...then maybe do some work at night?..then sunday go church then go out with cousins and bro:D Yeah so one day gone again, no time to do work at all or slack la..haiz:/ Anyway today lessons dam sian, 3 periods of english and 3 periods of bio...english haha every single lesson my friends were like counting the number of AH, ERM, YA etc spoken by the teacher! haha and she broke record again today! 200 plus in 45 mins! haha lol then bio listened to teacher lor...wasnt rly paying attention and cant rly understand...was thinking bout other stuff...emoing lol..then went for recess, then maths..quite fun, now learning on quadratic formula which is quite easy cuz learnt last yr...but overall maths dam diff..somemore maths test this fri omg...haiz...then last 2 periods were chinese CA discussion...wth la i was just chatting with my friend for a while then teacher ask me sit bout 1m away LOL...in the end still can talk wad...haiz was quite failure la the discussion...interesting yet boring haha...

Then chiong for CNY OT meeting...yeah seriously to be honest, i dont like being part of this OT..is cuz i dont rly like the OS...he thinking im slacker la wth-.- then trying to stuff me with work to do-.- wth tell me when i slack la! Ask u u say nth-.- I came for every meeting despite my busy schedule and somemore the 2 meetings i missed is cuz i got competition and im ill ok! Wth la seriously this rly screws my mood for CNY...everything also keep asking me..cant u have ur own ideas? Nvm if u wanna ask but the attitude whereby u ask arh seriously dam irritating...stare at ppl, then ask "So wad do u think can be done here arh?" wth la so offensive la! Somemore he need go earlier then stuff the paper to me say wad i copy down notes or wtv, but wth la he got CCA i and Gary no CCA arh!-.- Too self-centered le bah he! I noe he may be dam stressed with his HP work-.- but doesnt he noe tat i have my own other commitments too? Somemore i can assure him im much more busy than him la! Argh!! nvm...bearing it till CNY is over...then nth to do with him...


Then went for track and field meeting...hmm not bad la...Mr Tok simply rocks cuz he is so motivational and understanding!:D Haha then went training...yeah bought 2 sandwiches along the way as lunch...so sadcase till no time eat lunch..then train lor...yeah then leg since mon pain le..haiz...quadriceps i think...aiyah dont care la...seriously i just feel that he dont care me at all la coach...he probably just thinks im some slacker who doesnt go training everytime, somemore jump until like shit-.- like seriously he doesnt even noe how busy i am la...somemore being able to go training 3 times a week already very gd lor! He think i dont wanna go more than tat meh?! Is i no time la...seriously la he seems not to care bout me then wad can i do? My own coach seems so cold to me, how can i even have the mood and motivation to train...i dont even noe if im taking part in nats this yr...probably not i guess...

Haiz then went poolside...then went home...gonna settle stuff and do hw soon...

1 hr wasted at poolside doing nth but staring at phone...

Quote of the day:"Lonely bus ride, empty heart, beautiful full moon..." taken from me...

Screw up life-.-

Ok my life dam screwed up..omg i donno y..:( studies...haiz dam stress, stupid hw...dam cheem...then cca...wah more screwed up...then CNY AOS...wth la the OS think im some slacker shit la-.- like wth la i got help lor he not happy-.- wth la cant work with him...then somemore next week council investiture...then aiyah other problems la..wah sian these few days gonna chiong CNY decoration le..wth la y must it be b4 the investiture...i think after shud be better lor...now put up also no festive mood...haiz:/...

Anyway 2moro lessons..then CNY OT meeting...then training...then settle some stuff...omg hope everything is alright...

I wonder wad will happen 2moro..:( i dont wanna hear the 3 words...:( cuz i nvr wanted to say or hear...

Quote of the day:"3C model for relationships: Commitment, Compatibility, Communication" taken from a book intro by JH...